A Letter to my 60 year old self:

Sammy,
I hope you have accomplished at least a handful of the dreams that you set out to do when enrolling as a student in NYU. I am still at a place where I am uncertain of how these dreams and predictions of the future that I hold will turn out, but you hold the answers to my uncertainty. I wonder what the world is like where you are. I wonder if you were right in thinking that there would be a game changing technology that took our interests away from the smartphones and into a new dimension. I wonder if you were right that way theater is made and viewed would inevitably have to adapt to the new world, but in turn it would bring people back to the importance and profound behavior of live performance. If these were just pipe dreams and in reality what you thought would happen fell to the wayside, then that is okay. I hope that you are proud of the efforts you put into it and learned of a new path to creating profound stories. Stories that may be told to strangers or even stories that may be told to those you love. I just hope that you feel like you've tried your best. I can't imagine that you've lost your will to explore and discover new things.

Today I was thinking about how strange my degree goals have been. I remember wanting to come to New York in the beginning to be an actor and a singer. Then I remember spending so much time wanting to be a producer, without even knowing what kind of producer I wanted to be. I just wanted to make something that no one has seen before. Now I'm going for a masters in professional studies with a focus on interactive technology. People really seem to wonder what it is that I am doing or what I want to do and I find it really hard to explain sometimes. I hope it isn't so hard to explain for you anymore. I also hope that the work doesn't rule your life in a way that makes you unable to look after your family. You should give Aurora a call, she's the newest member at the moment so it is very exciting to be an uncle for the first time in my life. I can't say I know what you may have experienced between now for me and now for you, but I hope you feel blessed to have whatever it has been.

Love, Hope, & Faith
Sammy
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